Secrets of a Cam-Model

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Jaren was a bit broken, a lot lonely and totally lost, that is until he came across Dany. A cam model, who couldn’t be further away from what he needed, but who Jaren was finding hard to live without. With an ocean between them, Jaren struggles to find the faith to trust in the man he is falling for. A man he has never touched.

Dany is just trying to make a living, struggling day-to-day to get ends to meet. His job as a cam model keeps a roof over his head, but just barely. Bored, jaded and more than a little guarded he starts talking to a funny adorable nerd who frequents his room. The man brings laughter to his world, caring, and even genuine desire. The stirring of emotions creates a bond that is addictive, one Dany fears is love.

A mixture of yearning, lust, and jealousy ensues as their virtual lives intertwine with reality. When Jaren falls ill, Dany is left with one difficult choice; should he come to the aid of the man he loves, or let the chance of a lifetime slip through his fingers.



            “Dude, this guy is wearing the fall line of Victoria’s secret and a ball gag,” Jaren yelled. “For fucks sake, what portal of hell did you open on my computer?”

The laptop screen before him was filled with live cam feeds and his gaze flicked from room to room, each room pushing him into celibacy.

‘Oh dear god’ He physically winced when a rather large middle aged man wearing a diaper appeared. The most shocking was that there were at least forty-five viewers watching the show.

The images before him had all the blood from his cock rushing to his brain in protest. “Seriously, Luca,” he shouted.

The man in question literally flounced into the room. He wore nothing but a pair of boyshorts. His slender, smooth bronzed body, and glittering blue eyes held all the mischief of an evil demon, capped off with red streaked black hair. “Oh, D. You are soooo vanilla.” Luca plopped on the bed next to him, resting his head on Jaren’s shoulder to get a better view.

“I need a hot poker to gouge my eyes, and bleach for my brain to get rid of the mental image of you doing any of this. I’ll proudly sport the chastity belt.” Jaren’s brow furrowed as a room with a giant, like baby arm, dildo came into view. The man was slathering the monster up with Crisco, not lube, just baking supplies and a lot of effort. “No, just no.” He went to close the laptop but Luca stopped him.

“You always look to the negative,” Luca snarked and pointed at various cams that had basic men jacking off. All the guys looked like the every day average man from a bar. Some a bit too young and some way too old for Jaren’s taste. Many looked mid fake orgasm. “There are some cute guys on here and unlike porn, you can actually chat with them.”

Luca bumped his shoulder against Jaren’s and chuckled a bit manically.

“Man, is this what you do when you’re locked up in your room? Because this is not my version of a good time.” Jaren tried again to close the computer, but Luca held it open.

“Fuck, man, don’t be such a prude. Let’s find someone for you to at least talk to.” Luca squinted at the screen, his mouth pursed. “Hmmm. Nope. Nada. Never. Maybe for me.”

Closing his eyes Jaren rested his head against the wall and closed his eyes to block out some of the more disturbing images. There was nothing wrong with porn, hell he’d watched his share, but this blew his mind and not in a good way.

Luca smacked his leg. “I found one!”

Jaren opened one eye, fearful of what would light up his screen and was surprised to find startling blue eyes staring back at him. For a moment his breath froze in his lungs. Those eyes, even from a distance, even with an ocean of words not yet said, held a weariness that Jaren couldn’t begin to fathom.

Matched with the unnatural color of the man’s eyes was long black hair, the palest skin he had ever seen, and lips that were pressed into a firm line. Although he imagined they would be beautiful if curved into a smile. His face was all sharp angles. In a word, he was beautiful.


JDmoon: what porn are you watching today? J

Dany: the same…i almost don’t watch it…with you…

JDmoon: i might be sad if I miss out on the end of your show…damn token limit…but either way…I love you, sweetness…

Dany: how much time you have?

Dany: i love you too

JDmoon: like 8 minutes…hehe

Dany: umm….i’ll try  J

JDmoon: like a challenge…interesting… 😉

Dany: hahahahaha

JDmoon: ‘ now in the masturbation challenge, we have Dany…who is working to a 8 minute orgasm’!


JDmoon: ‘can he do it? let’s watch’…


An Author Revealed

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You know often I am asked, “Who are you really?” As if my identity is a secret. I don’t share my image because it doesn’t relate to my books.  I write about love, sex, and strong connections between men.  Recently I had someone question whether I was actually a woman….I doubt this is a unique situation in regard to authors.  So, who am I?  I write these fabulous books, these beautiful characters.  I love my readers and their support. They make me a better author, a better person, and provide infinite inspiration.  Who questioned my person? Well, let’s just say he was someone with a tear, and he believed I was not the person I am.  This woman you see is Draven unmasked.  Oh, and a hot man below because who doesn’t love those?! Plus for the readers who love Club Syn (and all my other wicked readers).  You’ll meet this man.   This is a future character I’m working with.  He is beautiful, flawed, and captivating. mg_0125_by_beepictures-d5wwz40


Hello A.S. 

Hopping into 2018 with Hot MM Reads


Merry, Merry, all you wonderful readers! Thank you for joining in on Hopping into 2018 with Hot MM Reads. The books I write range from my hot Firehouse Six series (5 books and counting..), Pack of Light shifters (2 books and counting), many single titles, and of course the Picture Perfect series I co-author with LL Dahlin.
I’m all about creating beautifully broken characters because the flaws are what make a character strong and passionately unique.
Since the holiday season may have left us readers lacking in funds to fuel our book thirsty imaginations, I’ll be giving away a 30 dollar Amazon gift card. Just leave a comment below or on my Facebook page, revealing to me your favorite sub genre of MM. Do you like the gay for you? The nerd/jock? Perhaps a May/December? The stoic hero? The flawed romeo? What do you turn to when you want to snuggle up and get lost another world?
After you’ve had your fun on my page be sure to jump over and visit the next author on this little adventure…Lucy Lennox.



Next book! Let me hear what you WANT!


I’m sorry for not getting my sexy guys out to you. Let me just say that life has been pretty busy. I’d love your input….which do you want most?
Pack of Light: Jacob and Cory.
Firehouse Six: Gavin and Cole.
Club Syn: Ari and Luca.
Spin off of Firehouse Six: Bastian (EMT) and Cooper.
Picture Perfect: Gabe and Mason.
I will be doing ALL of them, just looking for input into what you want most! You guys are great and I adore you!!




Sexy Saturday at Club Syn


“Do you think these jeans make my ass look too big?” Ari asked. He looked over at his roommate Spencer who stood frozen in the kitchen, his hand cradling a cup of coffee. A staple for the college student who was constantly doing homework late into the night. He learned early on that Spencer’s hours weren’t much different than those of a party boy, but more boring.


Ari tried to glanced over his shoulder, but nearly fell backwards. “Well?”

“I think if they were any tighter you would be on the floor in need of CPR. How does that not hurt your…” A pink blush colored Spencer’s cheeks when he gestured below Ari’s waist. “You know.”

“My cock? My slong? My dick?” Ari grinned, when Spencer reddened further. Ari’s homegrown Iowa roommate was shy as could be and adorable to boot. If he weren’t shagging one of the college professors Ari still might be trying to sneak his way into those well worn levis. “Well, sugar, the trick is all in the way you tuck your package. You don’t want any damage done if you get hard when you see Mr. Right or Mr. Right now. A zipper imprint is not sexy.”

Spencer shook his head. “You’re insane.”

“I’m determined.”

~ Above is an excerpt from book two in the Club Syn series.  🙂  



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Sexy Saturday at Firehouse Six


“I’ll leave in the morning. The list of people who won’t kill me for calling them for a ride is much longer when the sun comes up. I can meet them somewhere nearby”

Cole scooted a little closer, his small hand settled on Gavin’s thigh, and his voice dropped to a silky low tempting rasp. “Pretty, please.”

To his shock Gavin’s cock jerked in his jeans. He’d never been the focus of Cole’s seductive charms. He didn’t like it. Especially when he felt like Cole was manipulating him. “Don’t do that.”


“Be flirty with me to get your way.” Gavin kept one hand on the steering wheel, but removed Cole’s from his thigh.

“You can stay at my place, on the couch.” Without casting one more look Cole’s way Gavin chanted in his head, ‘Need to get home to sleep. Need to get home to sleep. Need to get home to sleep.’

Nothing good ever happens after two am.

~ Above is an excerpt from Firehouse Six, book 6, Gavin and Cole’s story.  🙂  



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Sexy Saturday Snippet


         Brayden shoved Croix against the wall. Slamming into him with a bruising kiss, while holding him captive with his hands threaded through Croix’s hair. He ground against Croix trying to get as close as he could with their clothes still on. The delicious cup and squeeze of Croix’s hands on his ass had him moaning. Had his body drawn tight on the edge too soon, just a little more…


~ Above is an excerpt from, The Closer I Get (Picture Perfect, book 1), a book by Draven St. James and LL Dahlin. Available Now!  




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